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Thursday, June 22, 2006
10:14 PM
HEY HO!!!!!so long never update already!!!12 days already!!!!ok heck....so life have been very boring..
schools gonna start next week was hoping i wont go school forever....don't know why...i just don't wanna see my
classmates teacher.i have done all my home except for cpa and science....my science home work dead line over already all i can do is wait for school reopen and get scolded by mr sim.....
i don't understand why i dont wanna go back school i think cause of them maybe....my
class ALWAYS create trouble and i dont know why???i just hate it....and there's always fight's going on, i just can't take it. i think all my classmates are super duper childish!!!i dont know why!!!it always happen!!!maybe thats why i dont wanna go school.I JUST DONT WANNA SEE THIS THINGS HAPPEN!!!whenever it happen those people will drag me in and i will get involve!!!i dont wanna fight with my friends!!!i dont wanna lose any of my friends!!!i've lost too many friends cause of this class!!i don't trust my classmates anymore!!!our class are not united at all!!!our class are not like those express classes!!i just don't understand why they can't be just be normal people!!i don't understand why some of my classmates just LOVE to control people for example asking them do homework and buy food ofr them...even though i never help them before i just can't stand them doing those to my other classmates!!!and even some of my closes friends just wanna fit in with them!!i think cause of them all my friends are changing cause my frens are scared of them.BUT I'M NOT!!!why can't they be like me.WHY CAN'T THEY JUST SAY NO!!!!!NO!!!!NO!!!NO!!!NO!!!!i just hope everything goes well when school reopen..................and i hope i could interect will those people i fought with......and i would like to say this to you laura i hope that we could be frens again.REALLY!!i hope!!i hope you can really change back to the laura i use to know.......whenever you did things i hate and you say sorry and i forgive you please don't ever do it again like you use to...cause i really really hate it alot!!!this whole june holiday i never even call you...i'm not ready to forgive you yet....even though you said sorry to me last time and i did not really forgive you....means i'm not ready to trust you back............and even though MANY MANY people hate you in class cause of your attidude and all i'm not surprise....i just hope that you will change to a better you when school reopen.....all the best to the both of us laura...............and all the best to our class.....hope we will be a more united class....