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Tuesday, February 07, 2006
9:54 PM
whats wrong with everybody today!!whats wrong with me today!!!!
i've been so piss off since the first period of class already.mr lim scolded me cause i said SHIT so loudly.and i wan like this wan also must scold.ok fine then after that was recess then yi xian was like gossiping saying this and that and laura did not wan to sit with us.i don know why i just dont understand why people jsut like to gossip me too.then during cpa.i got so piss off with nikki.she's like so annoying i dont know why she just kepy on toking and toking and she scolded sluvis sometimes over nothing is she trying to act cool or wat bring gameboy to school think she's a baby or wat trying to act cute with her baby voice.after that was EOA.as usual niiki change place with jessica so she could sit beside me.so she went to use the internet i'm fine with ath cause i was using too.and nikki was like laughing all the way and i find it so annoying!!!!so i told her to shut up and she did not even bother to do her work she just copy from jessica wats wrong with her.and i argue with her during EOA.ya i was angry with her so i dont bother toking to her she knew i was angry with her so she just sut up.then i was piss off with laura as a bestfriend she listen to wat i was saying to her and she dont even bother she just kept toking bout church boys all this!!!and this started ever since rachael and nikki went to laura church and hey have been like toking and oking non stop and laura still can say i'm her best fren.yup i was angry with her too.she's not lie this before.i know people change.but she change too much far from wat i expected.so i did not tok to her and nikki they knew i was angry with them.nowadays.i never talk to laura and nikki much.maybe its a good thing that mr john lim change my place so i could concentrate on my studies.during the last epriod which is EOA no teacher come our class so everybody was like playing so i made an effort to talk to them thinking that maybe they are like that.or something i judt dont know my head just keep on thinking things like "wat if one day laura stop talking to me""wat if they backstab me""wat if they think i'm too much""wat if i become a loner""wat if nikki and laura is not my best friend anymore""wat if they take away laura asking her to stop talking to me""wat if........................................"and recently laura have been saying too much bad words and i cant stand that!!!!sometimes i just burst out just tell her to shut the hell up.and just now i called ying ting.tellin her theres cca she knew i told her i dont feel like going and she was like why is everybody like that all this she was angry with me.ok fine.ever since the school started i have not seen my section teacher.wat do you think he will do to me.scold me??hit me with the bow??have ying ting ever think off that.have she ever think of my feeling.and yes i'm scared of the teacher whose not scared when the teacher scolds you.whose not tell me!!and you can see these three fren that i fighted with is my bestfren.and now i dont know who i shall turn too.i just wan to burst out so i could feel better.i dont even know whether i should go for cca tomorrow.
